If I knew this was how I was going to feel after you walked out of my life, I would have tried to make you stay.. I would have done things differently while we were together. I’d give anything for another chance. 

-apple:

i don’t understand how my room gets so messy when i literally sit in one spot with my laptop all day

I walked away first.. but that doesn’t mean I forgot about you. I still wonder what could have been if I had done things differently. If you had done things differently..

I’m scared of running into you on the street one day. Not because it’s awkward, not because its been so long, not because I wouldn’t know what to say or do.. Just because I’m afraid you’ll be happy with somebody that isn’t me.

Is that so bad.

How do you stay with the person you’re with, knowing that there was somebody in the past that made you happier..